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We Lost Our Baby Boy: Grief, Love & Life After Miscarriage

Oct 7, 2026 · 1h 45m

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We lost our beautiful baby boy at nine weeks. This is our story. In this deeply personal episode of Anything Goes with Anna Rose, Ryan joins me to share our miscarriage story following our third IVF transfer. From the joy of seeing two pink lines and hearing our baby’s heartbeat to the devastating uncertainty of the scans that followed, we’re sharing what we lived through, together and individually. Ryan opens up about his own grief and the helplessness of wanting to fix something he couldn’t. I share the physical and emotional experience of losing our baby, the kindness that held me through surgery, and why I needed time alone before I was ready to be held. We also talk about grieving…